Freelance London Hairstylist
my holistic hairstylist
Being an inquisitive creative soul, since I can remember my passion has been to create and that I have done for a long time, creating beautiful looks for beautiful women, events, fashion shows, tv. I use all the skills I have learnt over the years to give my clients the look that suits there needs and wants, BUT NOW I WANT TO GIVE THE LADIES MORE ,specialising in bridal/event hair with a twist.
I was always an anxious child and did lack confidence but it wasn't until a couple of years ago, knew I couldnt continue with how I was choosing to lead life, I learnt we have the ability to heal ourselves. I took charge of my mind, it no longer took over, something clicked and I knew I had to make changes, I knew there was more than me thinking I was my mind , my name or job. I suddenly saw how I lacked self worth, had no gratitude in life or awareness of what was going on around me, I had been asleep for so long, there is a place for medicine but there is aso a place for other methods, eatern and western and something did not feel right about the path I was taking things in, medicine was just masking my problems they were not getting to the root caus. So I started to ask more questions and delve a bit deeper, it was time to wake up and live to my full ability and alinement, when we let go of fear, look after our bodys and minds life flows because we are alining with nature.
from certain events in my life, having scoliosis, being bullied and taking care of my mum who has bi polar the less confident I grew and had no understanding of what mental health was or PMT, I didn't even realise how badly my anxiety had got, I couldnt see how much it was affecting my life until more things around me were falling apart and not making sense, I knew I was holding myself back but I didnt know how to find the answers, I was seeking for them exsternaly. I suffered hugely with unbalanced hormones and would spend a whole day in bed the same time every month, I was told it was normal to have pain and sickness with a period.... it is not normal! it was a huge sign that I needed a detox and it effected the relationships I had and life in general. As a teen I gained social anxiety and would go all day without speaking a word in fear I said something wrong. I had lost a sense of who I was and I became the victim. so with time I was full of anxiety and depression, always living in my head, past and future, WITHOUT THE AWARENESS OF HOW MUCH TOXINS I HAD ACCUMULATED WITHIN THE MIND AND BODY I WAS GOING TO CONTINUE THESE CYCLESS THAT BOUGHT ME BACK TO THE SAME PLACE EVERYTIME, EMOTIONAL , BROKE AND UNHEALTHY.
I needed someone to talk to, to explain all this life stuff to me that just did not make sense , why couldn't I just love me for me and love being a women, which I did not may I add! I HAD NO IDEA WHO TO GO TO or who to even ask.
so over the next few years I took the time to figure out who the hell I was and what it was I needed to take action on. I did this by learning mediation and yoga but still did I not understand the depth of what I was doing and why until I found Ayurveda, only then did everything I was going through really make sense to me because it helped me understand my natural state and what I was put here to do and what I needed to implement to create more balance.
I started changing my lifestyle and mindset, what I ate and having a detox, this took alot of decapline and uncomfortable moments, emotions and triggers coming up that I had never faced before because I was scared , it is scary and this is why alot of people choose not to face them, but why do you want to go about living the only life you have not to your fullest!? I could see what I had to do to work on myself and what I wanted to create for others, how I wanted to help and give back. what I saw was a space of harmony, community and stillness where women can be there selves and still there minds, a place of ayurvedic transformation and inner peace, a place where I can not only transform your outer look but the way you look inside too BY BREAKING DOWN THE EGO AND MINDSET SO YOU CAN SEE HOW GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE INSIDE OUT
Now don't get me wrong I love to create , its what I do naturally but I've found new ways to create and help women feel amazing inside out, because isn't that the most important! I've sought to find positives in the changes happening around us and how I can create a more conscious place, IT IS NOW STARTING TO CHANGE ALL AROUND US, ITS MY MISSION TO HELP PEOPLE THROUGH THIS CHANGE AND CONFUSION.
women leave me feeling transformed on the outside and a little more conifidant on the inside to be your version of queen b! (I love her hehe) , with the help from the beautiful science of life Ayurveda. So that's why im taking a spin on hairstyling guys!!!
SO YOU CAN FEEL BEAUTIFUL INSIDE OUT IN AN UNCOMMOM WAY.
This is my opportunity to give back with love